This is story is a hundred kinds of amazing! I love stories that mostly play in someone's head, with all the twisted ways that it can go and no use for common logic. Brilliantly done.

Your skill to envision and share the inner workings of someone as far away from what we perceive as normal as your Jensen is here is truly awe inspiring. I bow to you.

So he kissed Lee instead.

Not the magic miss mommy gave to make it all better, but Jensen was willing to bet his life on the fact that it was the first gentle touch Lee had known in a long, long time.

I gotta admit, in this context I think this was the best and most amazing thing Jensen could do. Even if it was at that point more based on instinct than conscious thought it shows why Jensen - besides everything that happened to him - is still working and didn't end up for example like Lee.

Thank you!