Anytime I read anything in these 'verse, in the last few installment, I feel a physical pain in my gut and I also feel really nauseated. Not by what your writing but by the emotions behind it because they are sto strong that they make me ill

I'm scared, I'm actually scared of how this is going to end and I'm hoping it will end with them getting better. Maybe not happy and surely not well-adjusted but better (and together).

This series is breaking my heart and I seriously hope it will end up with them ... just better and together, really, no other words come to my mind.

I don't know if it will go like I hope but you don't know how much I'm praying for the ending I already explained twice.

I'm going to read it anyway, on and on until the end, because it's fantastic writing and I'm really hooked but ... I hope that what they're going through is going to be worth it in the end, that they will come out better together.

What Jensen talked about here, understanding and Lee ... I had thought about something like that. In my review of the previous chapter I had mentioned Jensen talking about him being able to understand Lee and the rough sex and ... fuck, I didn't wanted to be right but I was.

Fuck.

Fuck

This really hurts and now, on top of feeling ill, I'm on the verge of crying. I'm a wreck, you're that good of a writer and I will continue to read you because of that, even if you're making me feel so bad.

I love your fics I just really hope they will end with them ... you know what.

Fuck.